Being Happy. Is it possible??

Okay, so dont get me wrong. I have times where im so happy I think that nothing can go wrong ( i now, stupid of me right?)
But nobody can be in a constant state of happiness. I mean, its not possible
some days your up and some day your down and you just have to deal and try to get through it all.
Yesterday I took 4 50ml pills. Why? Because I felt like it....but then I realized that it was a really stupid thing to do because I really do want to live my life even though sometimes it sucks. What do you think? Is complete and utter happiness possible?? Maybe we will only know when we are dead.

Health Update

Hey
sorry ive been really bust with school and stuff
and its 12:43 right now and im about to go to bed

my health has been crap lately, headaches 24/7, doctors dont know what the heck is going on. Sigh
imma go to boston soon and the doctors there are going to have a look and see if they can figure anything out. Right now im just trying to catch up on all the school stuff ive missed

Oh, and have you watched The Town????
Its amazing
one of the best movies i have ever seen so if you havent seen it yet then get on it!!!
mkay, imma go to bed because I am really tired
Bye Guys
Talk to you later